So yesterday was my 20th birthday.. wow.. i am old haha it was a great day! i had lunch with my mom, then a surprise visit with balloons from Ms Susan Miller and artwork by my favorite 2-year-old boy, Jack..and i loved it!:) then i went class BOO but then went to get my nails done and helped out with "Waiting for a Cure" for this Saturday's big ball :) then I went to work BOO.. & then went to Chilis to eat with some friends for my birthday! I had a good day!
Today, I have been thinking all day about some things that have been on my mind
1) School- I like Southern Miss but I want a change
2) friends- I love my friends but i miss my high school best friends more!
3) sorority- I thought I liked it up until now and I don't want to leave it but if my grades don't get better then I have to change something..
4) family- i miss my grandmother! a lot! and i see my mom and dad more now then when i am at home!!
I need a vacation.
i am just really scattered right now but I know this is just a part of college and life that is tough and whoever is the strongest wins... I am a happy person most of the time and but today was just tough to even smile.. maybe bc the wet weather has a lot to do with it (i love the sunshine).
Praying for Emily Williams (sweet girl I know that broke her arm and had to have surgry), family and friends of Meredith Fox & others that were in the car wreck, and my grandmother who is upset that she couldn't be with me on my birthday (she deserves so much!!)
Thanks for reading and letting me vent. lol
"Life may not be the party we hoped for but while we are here we might as well dance"
9.23.2009
9.16.2009
well.. I'm back again!!
Still struggling on some things in life but that's okay! Lately I've learned to forgive and forget. You see I have had things come up like for example when I thought I was going to do good on a HUGE test and then BAM I failed it, and then another when I asked someone to go to church with me and they were like YAHH definitely and then the morning of like 10 minutes before church starts.. they text me and tell me they overslept! It just irritates me but i have learned that the littles things in life shouldn't weaken me but build me up to be a stronger person inside and out. Also, today is the day we voted for little sisters in sorority and i felt that my vote didn't even count and it didn't matter who i liked because i wasn't going to get her anyways..:( but after a bunch of my friends noticed how i was acting and took me to another room to talk about things... i opened up and told/ showed my true feelings and we all bonded and agreed on how things are starting to be in my sorority! Things have got to change or I am just not going to be a happy person anymore! But with all that said.. I have GREAT news- my great-aunt (my grandmother's sister)is CANCER FREE!! she just found out last night!! WOOHOO.. that makes me super happy and relieved! God is good!
"Sometimes you have to be strong for yourself. You have to know that you are a good person and a good friend. What is meant to be, will end up good; what is not, won't. Relationships are worth fighting for, but sometimes you can't be the only one fighting. At times, people need to fight for you. If they don't, you must just move on and realize what you gave them was more than they were willing to give you. Hopefully, people realize great things when they come around and don't lose something real. Always fight, until you can't anymore, and then be fought for."
I know I over use this quote a lot but it's just too good to not read on a daily basis!
USM---> 2-0 yayahh!
MY BIRTHDAY IS IN 6 days:) i'm ready!
In Our Bonds,
Mary Lois
Still struggling on some things in life but that's okay! Lately I've learned to forgive and forget. You see I have had things come up like for example when I thought I was going to do good on a HUGE test and then BAM I failed it, and then another when I asked someone to go to church with me and they were like YAHH definitely and then the morning of like 10 minutes before church starts.. they text me and tell me they overslept! It just irritates me but i have learned that the littles things in life shouldn't weaken me but build me up to be a stronger person inside and out. Also, today is the day we voted for little sisters in sorority and i felt that my vote didn't even count and it didn't matter who i liked because i wasn't going to get her anyways..:( but after a bunch of my friends noticed how i was acting and took me to another room to talk about things... i opened up and told/ showed my true feelings and we all bonded and agreed on how things are starting to be in my sorority! Things have got to change or I am just not going to be a happy person anymore! But with all that said.. I have GREAT news- my great-aunt (my grandmother's sister)is CANCER FREE!! she just found out last night!! WOOHOO.. that makes me super happy and relieved! God is good!
"Sometimes you have to be strong for yourself. You have to know that you are a good person and a good friend. What is meant to be, will end up good; what is not, won't. Relationships are worth fighting for, but sometimes you can't be the only one fighting. At times, people need to fight for you. If they don't, you must just move on and realize what you gave them was more than they were willing to give you. Hopefully, people realize great things when they come around and don't lose something real. Always fight, until you can't anymore, and then be fought for."
I know I over use this quote a lot but it's just too good to not read on a daily basis!
USM---> 2-0 yayahh!
MY BIRTHDAY IS IN 6 days:) i'm ready!
In Our Bonds,
Mary Lois
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